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Thanks for joining me as I write the pages in the next chapter of my life…

I love watching the sunrise…I hate being awake that early but I love watching the sun come up and bring new a day with it. I believe that every sunrise brings an opportunity to do be better and to be better than I was at last night’s sunset. On every trip to Oahu I watch the sun rise over Diamond Head, watching the sun come up over a dormant volcano is an incredible show of nature. I get this surge of energy through my body and feel incredibly blessed. I am always grateful for the view and spiritual experience. I don’t know how to describe it other than spiritual, something comes over me and I feel powerful, like I’m limitless and can face any challenge head on then I’m suddenly humbled knowing that I am existing in this moment and this daily occurrence has happened long before I came into this world and will continue long after I depart. This photo was taken from my balcony in March 2021…I knew in my heart that it would be the last time I saw that view as the woman I was once was. I knew that the next time I would be watching one of my favorite natural beauties I would have a renewed lease on life. I knew that life as I knew it would never be the same and I gained true acceptance. I knew my what was happening in my body before my doctor confirmed it and I knew I was going to fight for my life.

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I strongly suggest starting with Chapter 1…but that’s up to you….

Chapter 51

Dear Diary, Well fuck…I just said I was already over May…it’s the 7th literally 3 days later and my husband was laid off. His company did a 20% rif and he was impacted. The way it was done was terrible. He went to lunch and came back to a locked laptop. He pinged IT and…

Chapter 50

Dear Diary, It’s been a wild week and it’s only Monday morning. I’m definitely in my feelings and it’s a whole whirlwind of emotions. Rationally I know none of this is in my control and there’s no point in feeling this way but on the other hand human emotions come through. Where do I begin…

Chapter 49

Dear Diary, Ok ok it’s been almost 2 years since I’ve updated you. Health front everything is fab! I can’t believe in July I will be 5 years out! 5 years cancer free means cured!!! Let’s hope I get a clean bill of health in July. My mental health is also in a much better…